I was supposed to post this yesterday but because I got very ill and I couldn’t write anything about my birthday. I don’t celebrate my birthday very often, but I always like to look at myself again, to reevaluate and think of all my weakness and strengths. I have always tried to develop a friendship with myself. There were bad times when I felt that I don’t wanna be me. There were also good times when I felt that I am happy with who I am. The struggle to move from who I am to who I want to be isn’t easy and always painful.
However, I am happy with who I am, I am happy with all the struggles I have been through, I am happy with all the mistakes I made because it taught me a lot. I don’t want to be same person as last year. I want to be different. I want to have new experience, encounter new friends, make new mistakes, listen to new stories, think of life differently, read different books, and have new struggle and challenges.
At the end, I would like to thank all the people who come by my blog, Thank you for sharing your thoughts, your stories with me in the blog. I am always grateful for your help, your kindness, your understanding and your honesty with me.